Why I Stopped Writing

Several philosophical beliefs have influenced my choice to pause my writing journey, including the thoughts of Buddha, Marcus Aurelius, Lao Tzu, and Friedrich Nietzsche.

Buddhism teaches the importance of living in the present and letting go of intrusive thoughts. Do I prefer to sit outside, enjoying the sound and smell of rain, or remain indoors writing?

Stoicism emphasizes that death is an unavoidable part of life, urging us to cherish every moment. Should I spend my limited time focused on writing?

Nihilism provides a perspective that renders our actions insignificant in the grand scheme of the universe. So why should I write?

Taoism suggests that the way cannot be articulated or captured in writing.

Avoiding the Grumpy Old Man Syndrome

I strive to avoid becoming an irritable older adult, constantly consuming news that aligns with my own beliefs. As a child, I learned the value of spending evenings with Walter Cronkite, understanding the importance of being informed. However, as news consumption evolved, I opted to stop watching mainstream news and eventually distanced myself from reading it altogether. Social media became a source of negativity, bombarding me with fear and anger from friends and family, leading me to exit those platforms.

Now, I receive news the traditional way; eventually, someone will inform me of significant events that may be tragic or troubling but ultimately aren't my concern.

In the world of writing, the focus has shifted to sensational headlines and provocative editorials, which I choose to avoid.

Reconnecting with Reading

Rather than focusing on writing, I found joy in reading. I tackled a stack of books that had accumulated on my nightstand and learned how to access digital books through my local library, allowing me to explore literature without the guilt of purchasing new books.

Goal Achieved

My decision to semi-retire from writing also stemmed from having achieved my writing goals. I had produced work that resonated with readers, fulfilling a long-held dream of becoming a paid writer. While I still harbor aspirations of being a renowned author, I recognize the reality of the publishing world.

Emerging from Semi-Retirement

Gradually, I found myself yearning for the writing process. I identify as a writer, among other things, and this platform provided me with an audience and a small monthly income. I realized that writing was not something I wished to abandon just yet.

Everyone can find a philosophical justification for their actions, whether they are writing or refraining from it. Lao Tzu discussed the Tao, while Nietzsche pondered life's inherent meaninglessness. Buddha shared his insights, and Marcus Aurelius documented his thoughts while overseeing an empire.

While I cannot completely escape the negative news that permeates our society, I aim to limit my exposure without sacrificing my passion for writing. I am now focused on balancing my reading for pleasure with my writing endeavors.

My objective is to cultivate my skills as a more thoughtful and engaged writer.

Giving Up as a Path to Maturity

As we mature, it’s natural to relinquish certain things. Ideally, these are trivial pursuits—habits or behaviors we adopt simply because others do. If we are fortunate, we can shed careers that once defined us, allowing us to embrace our true selves. Some losses are unavoidable—family, friendships, and cherished experiences may slip away.

In adulthood, it’s crucial to be discerning about what we choose to keep and what we let go.

Life is fleeting, the universe is vast, and the present moment is all we truly have. I choose to engage in activities that bring me joy, and writing is one of them. I’m committed to keeping it in my life.