# Forbidden Desires: My Secret Affair with My Best Friend's Father
Written on
Chapter 1: An Unexpected Connection
As I sat cross-legged on the floor of my best friend's room, my heart raced while I absentmindedly flipped through a music magazine. She was animatedly discussing the latest punk rock bands, but my mind was elsewhere—on her father. It was a rare night with her parents out, and the thrill of being alone together felt strangely forbidden. Over the years, I had developed a bond with him that was both special and exhilarating. His vibrant personality made me feel truly acknowledged in a way that no one else did.
I was fully aware that my feelings for him were inappropriate, but that only intensified the fire within me. Countless nights had been spent awake, consumed by fantasies of his strong hands and charming smile. It was a secret I had promised to keep locked away forever.
As I drifted into my thoughts, I barely noticed the creak of the floorboards outside the door. Suddenly, the doorknob turned, and there he was—Mr. Stevens, standing in the doorway. My stomach dropped, and warmth flooded my cheeks.
"Hey Mr. Stevens!" my friend exclaimed casually. "Want to join our party?" I stared at her, dumbfounded. Did she just invite her father to hang out with us? To my surprise, he chuckled and strolled in, sitting down on the carpet beside me. I felt a jolt of awareness as his leg brushed against mine.
Our conversation flowed easily, and I gradually relaxed, soothed by the melodic quality of his voice. He asked insightful questions and listened intently to our enthusiastic chatter about our favorite bands. The atmosphere felt familial, cozy even.
Before long, my friend yawned and excused herself to get ready for bed. My heart raced again as Mr. Stevens shifted his position, now facing me. A charged silence enveloped us.
He gently inquired about my college ambitions, career dreams, and aspirations for the future. I found myself opening up to him in ways I never had before, unafraid of being vulnerable. Unlike many others, he didn't dismiss my hopes; his unwavering support instilled in me a sense of courage.
As the night deepened, we became lost in our intimate exchange. When had we moved so close, our knees now touching? A shiver ran through me at his proximity. Slowly, he reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear, his fingers grazing my neck. My heart raced.
In an instant, he leaned in and kissed me deeply. Shock and euphoria coursed through me, and I melted into the kiss. Time seemed to stand still.
The sudden creak of the door jolted us back to reality. We sprang apart just as his daughter reentered, blissfully unaware. My mind spun. Had that really just happened?
I locked eyes with Mr. Stevens, seeing my own longing mirrored in his gaze. A silent understanding passed between us. This was the start of something new and perilous, but we couldn’t turn back.
The ensuing weeks were a whirlwind of exhilarating highs—stolen moments and fervent messages leading up to our secret meetings. The thought of his touch became an irresistible addiction; I was powerless to resist, no matter the consequences.
Eventually, we found a secluded motel outside of town for our rendezvous. The first time, I paced the parking lot, overwhelmed by nerves and guilt. But when I saw him approach, everything else faded away. We collapsed into each other, all doubts swept away.
We lost ourselves in each other repeatedly on those creaky motel beds. Afterward, we would lie entwined, dreaming of a future neither of us believed could exist. Those moments became a sanctuary we both desperately needed.
However, one night my friend's call shattered our bliss. Her voice was tight with fury. She had discovered our texts and seen the motel charges. The words she hurled at me were venomous, and she disowned me in that moment.
My world crumbled. I realized I had to choose: him or her. When he showed up days later, pleading for me not to leave him, I uttered the words that shattered us both. It was over.
I sank into a hollow existence, merely going through the motions. Days blurred into one another until late one night, a faint knock at the back door froze me. I knew who it was but was terrified to face him.
My hand shook as I turned the lock. There he stood—weathered yet still possessing that familiar spark that resonated with my soul.
Before we could exchange words, his lips were on mine again, filled with urgency. The ache of missing him surged back, more intense than ever. I knew then; no matter how wrong, I would rather face ruin than turn him away once more.
"I don’t care what happens anymore," he whispered, holding me tightly. "I need you in my life. We’ll figure it out, I promise. Please… don’t leave me again."
Looking up at him, I realized I never could. Scandal and judgment faded into insignificance compared to the completeness I felt in his embrace. I would weather any storm just to come home to him.
I laced my fingers with his and led him through the darkened house to my room—our sanctuary. "Whatever happens next, we’ll face it together," I murmured.
As his lips met mine once more, I surrendered everything else for the chance to be with him. My deepest secret had transformed into my greatest truth. There was no turning back, and I didn’t want to. We belonged to each other.
Get Unlimited Access to Quality Content
If this narrative resonated with you, consider joining Medium for access to thousands of similar stories. Membership starts at just $5/month, granting you unlimited reading from their extensive library of high-quality, ad-free articles.
As a member, you'll unlock exclusive stories from renowned writers. Satisfy your curiosity for just $5 a month and dive into the world of independent, trustworthy writing!